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okay i havent updated in days thats because its pointless...but i feel i should update so here it goes..
friday - skating...as usual..nick was there with his girlfriend..everyone that was there knows and everyone i told knows so im not putting it in here but yeah i was FIRED UP that night..it was crazy..but thanks to everyone who helped me out and was there <3 i love you guys. anyway on saturday me gel taylor and aj woke up and got ready and headed down to princeton to see my moms store opening. it was worth it since she hasnt been home much at all for the past 2 or 3 months, its a really big and nice store..anyway we stayed there for a while then came back and just hung outside til about 9. it was cold but we were so bored and danielle couldnt come over for my dad wouldnt pick anyone up or let anyone over for his football game which sucked=( but then sunday we didnt do much of anything..
well thursday HOPEFULLY, danielle jackie and i are going to jess owens house to hang out there for a while since its a half day and all. im excited, jess still has to talk to her mom, same with jackie..but hopefully its gonna work out. i really hope it does..then friday - saturday is taylors party..and then yeah thats about it. so lets hope the rest of the week goes well cause the past few days hasnt so we'll see..
ive been getting alot of headaches lately..i dont know why maybe its the weather..it sucks..its annoying because they hurt=(. oh well im out <33
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[13 Sep 2004|09:32pm] |
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Do you have a crush on me?
[10] Would you kiss me?
[11] Would you hug me?
[12] Physically, what stands out?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] Girls, would we date? Guys, would we be good friends?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What makes me happy?
[25] What makes me sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] If you could give me anything what would it be?
[29] How well do you know me?
[29] When's the last time you saw me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I could kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
yeah number 15 is supposed to be switched i think i dunno..you's know what to do..
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[13 Sep 2004|09:14pm] |
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okay i havent updated in a while..nothings really happened that i feel like telling everyone about. today was my sisters birthday, we went out to eat at friendlys, havent been there in a while..it was okay..yeah yeah not too much to type. katie im so sorry about uncle ed, dont worry things will get better, im glad youre family liked the gift we sent you. i feel so bad, our hearts are with him and your family, i love you to death sweetie =) danielle and jackie i love you guys=) ants going to be coming to our lunch since he cant be in gym for a while, yay=)school sucks, only certain parts are good, lunch is good because its fun theres so many people in it, gym sucks even though were just playing tennis and beccas in there it still sucks for its 1st period. but yeah..
theres not much to say..ill give a better update when something worthy happens. im out <33
<33 tara
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[08 Sep 2004|06:09pm] |
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okay well today wasnt too bad, lunch was awesome today, it was me jackie danielle steve blake kevin blakes other friend, and then a whole bunch of other people at the other side of the table we pulled up another table cause there was so many people, it was fun though. we are all so crazy. they took my shoe, and so i threw a dime at jackie and the dude saw and shes like "did you see that?!" and hes like "yes your busted" im like "but did you see her take my SHOE" and hes like "i saw it being passed around but i didnt see her take it" and im like "well i was harassed and my shoe got taken BY HER" haha it was so funny..then she gave me the 'loser in the mouth' sign that i MYSELF made up. it was harsh, very harsh haha. man and italian is so CRAZY haha jason was came in and she kept yelling at him saying SIT DOWN SIT DOWN and hes like I AM SITTING DOWN! lmao it was so great i couldnt stop laughing, will and jerell are hilarious as well. danielle, vee, will, jerell, collin, gina, brittany, heather, are all in there. its gonna be so much fun in that class this year, its only the second day and everyones driving her crazy, this year shes going to have a stroke i can see it now hahaha..
on another note right now i dont know whats going on with me..up and down feelings that im sure no one cares to hear. so i really dont tell everyone and i wont say it in here so i can smart ass comments back. i'm just i dunno. =/
im out <33
<33 tara
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[07 Sep 2004|03:50pm] |
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okay well yesterday i woke up around 10, got showered and ready, took gel home and me my mom aj and taylor went school shopping. yeah not too much exciting about the day..went to the mall, kohls, and a few others..
today was the first day of school. i have gym 1st period which sucks but i have a nice teacher and im in the class with becca and keith=). fun fun..um i have chemistry with jackie=D dans supposed to be in it but he didnt show today..so i dont know if he got switched or something, but that class will be fun, i have geometery with sue, gina, and tom. theyre awesome kids so ill have fun there. lunch i have jackie, danielle, steve perine, nicole d., aaron f., john, blake, alex, tom, heather, mo, and a few others. but blake didnt sit with us he sat with his 2 friends and alex sat with some other kids. basically our table was big it had more people i just dont know them lol.. my classes arent that bad but i have public speaking? wtf is that, me and tom both have it, we didnt pick that. i dont like that class so that sucks, the bus ride SUCKS, cause in the morning theres like NO seats at all since me and rashanuah are the last stop theres NO seats u gotta squeeze in, it sucks ass.
im not too happy today, i really dont like the fact the -someone- has stopped talking to me, we went from talking every day for hours to suddenly stop talking and i hate it. i dont even wanna say the name ill get upset plus that person will get mad and i dont want smart ass comments made. so yeahhh who knows nothings going too great right now, we'll wait and see if anything changes because thats all i can do..is wait..
im comfortable confused - im out <33
<33 tara
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[05 Sep 2004|11:15pm] |
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okay well its sunday night. friday - skating was boring. and there was drama, i wont get into it though. friday night, came home, played with my new digital camera that we got..took pictures with tayl and gel, and then steve called and told me to call him so i did and we were on the phone til about like 1:30ish? and then i was playing spit with taylor and he was falling asleep on the phone so i told him to go to sleep and we got off. then i went to bed..
saturday nothing happened ALL day..just layed around the house bored out of my mind. it was a suckey day..but did alot of thinking as well =/
today i had a bbq, my cousins came over, blake also did. it was fun, we were talking pictures, playin with the baby and everything. it was pretty fun then when everyone left since it was so nice outside my mom took us all down to wyndam hill for a bit and we hung out there. that was fun too haha but COLD. very COLD. and now im here bored..
man school starts tuesday im sort of excited and sort of not..i dont wanna go to classes and stuff but i wanna see everyone i havent and what not. lets hope this year is a good one..tomorrow im supposed to go school shopping since saturday we didnt. we'll see how it goes..
update tomorrow --> im out <33
<33 tara
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[03 Sep 2004|05:53pm] |
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well yesterday i cleaned up the house then me taylor and aj went down the wyndam hill. it was pretty fun..my dad came and got us around 9:30ish? and then we went home and hung outside and waited for gel to come =). then we hung out down there then around 11 we came inside in the basement and steve told me to call so i did and we all were havin fun throwin footballs at each other, i cant throw a football with my left hand and hold the phone with my right at the same time haha. well we just hung out in the basement and what not then we decided to watch a movie up in the living room..so we did and we watched anaconda. i havent seen that movie in forever and all the lights were out and what not and it was all suspensful and steve kept trying to scare me but it didnt work. anacondas not scary =P. and then around 2 me and steve hung up cause we got tired and at 2:30 the movie ended and we went to bed.
today so far i woke up watched the real world for a few hours then at 12 all of us went with my dad to best buy and we bought a digital camera and stuff and then we came home and were bored here now waiting to go out. thats really all..
who knows whats goin on tomorrow besides school shopping. ill write more later just wanted to do an update..im out<33
<33 tara * itisLu
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[31 Aug 2004|11:25pm] |
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well last night after i got offline steve called me, we were talking for like an hour, haha fun conversation =P i always have fun talking to him..then someone beeped through and i went on, said i was on the phone with steve and to hold on, went back over and he was gone..so i came on here to see what happened and he got really pissed at me thinking i hung up on him but i didnt. i would never hang up on him to talk to someone else i LOVE talking to him =). but everythings okay now.
so today i got up pretty early, got showered and such, and went out with my mom, taylor, and aj. we went tot eh verizon place, i got a new cell phone, and aj and taylor got cell phones. they're awesome..then we went to kohls to pick up a few things then came home..ate dinner and set up our phones and stuff. not too much of an exciting day.
right now i dont feel good at all=(..i dont know whats up for tomorrow yet most likely stuck home since my parents are working..ill update later..im out<33
isLusMsbudStc </3?
<33 tara
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[30 Aug 2004|08:46pm] |
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today was pretty boring, i didnt do much all day besides lay around and watch movies with my sister. my head was hurting all day..did alot of thinking too though. it was a lazy day but i love it when it thunderstorms =). blake was supposed to["supposed to" being the key words] come over today since hes leaving tomorrow for the shore again til school. and of course it didnt happen. i only saw him once since hes been back and it was only for about two hours, skating does NOT count for he didnt hang out with me. so only two hours since hes been back ive seen him. oh well..
well ive been confused lately, i wont get into it in here though..too many people will comment about it i just know it so im not putting it in here..anyway, i was supposed to talk to steve today on the phone but didnt..=( hes so fun to talk to on the phone =) hehe well i think thats all..im out..<33
itisLubicLuk <33
<33 tara
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[29 Aug 2004|08:41pm] |
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okay well about the little comments on the first entry about me, im not even going to bother with its not worth it, but thanks to everyone who said something. i love you's.
okay on another note, friday at skating, it was fun i guess, man people there are CRAZY...it was fun though, then kate,gel, and blake came back here. kate, me, gel, blake, taylor, and aj all sat out on my deck and talked til about 1:30am, my mom took blake home and tayl and gel went upstairs and me and katie hung out, talked, and went to sleep.
on saturday we all went skatin since we were soooo bored and had nothing else to do, then we came back here and me taylor kate and gel just sat outside talking til about 7ish then we went outfront to skate and stuff...then went night swimming til about 12:30am. then came down and chilled and went to sleep..
today we woke up and we were soo bored there wasnt anything to do so steve wanted me to call him so i called him and we were on the phone for about 3 or 4 hours then we went in the pool and came back out, took katie and gel home, and now im here watching the vma's with a headache=(
well thats all for now ill keep you updated..
<33 tara
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[26 Aug 2004|08:01pm] |
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well first off i want to thank jackie for making me this journal! i love you so much jackie and thanks i love it=D. and im hoping i can keep this journal and not have ppl make unnecessary comments. okay, now today hasnt been too good of a day, alot went on but i wont get into it, lets just say i know who to trust and who not to and who are backstabbers and who arent.thats all im going to say. thanks kate, jackie, danielle, gel, and everyone who was there for me today that know what went on. i love you guys so much.
okay on another hand right now its a little after 8 and ive done nothing ALL day like usual..talked to steve on the phone last night =) and i also got my pictures from the shore developed yesterday. they arent the best pictures of me but hey what can i say lol. im going to scan them tonight and put them on my picture trail so anyone who wants to see them can.
thats all for now, ill update soon, otherwise comment =)
<33 tara
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